it’s a sunny day

and i’m stuck at home doing math. last of two study days! torture starts next week.

been feeling rather down lately. speshly when hanging out with my two good friends. they’re so smart. it’s not fair. and the way they discuss stuff around me gets on my nerves. i mean, i didn’t ask to be dumb. you could at least include me in your conversation! anyhowww. i don’t think they do it intentionally…so loves still!

seven hours of chem yesterday (: feels kinda good to get it behind me.

God feels I need to have more faith in Him…for math mostly. i keep failing so i kinda gave up  on asking for help. bad right? it’s just so hard all the time!

okay back to work! >]